I do appreciate life, you know. One of my many amusements lies in spotting symptoms of the planet earth and the decline of what is sometimes dangerously called HOTSPOTS. These hotspots are not one like a full-packed hang out place with chunk of great cooked aroma under your nose. I can promise that you dont like it either, do you? Hotspots, no more!
Song at the moment: HIJAU
Friday, February 25, 2005
Monday, February 21, 2005
Take a break!
You know you need a vacation when:
1) You find yourself thinking the reason of why you need a vacation.
2) You care so much of the weather.
3) You spend your off time thinking of work.
4) Weekend means nothing to you, you even hate it.
5) Most of your colleagues said "you need a break".
6) You answering calls at home using the office greeting.
7) You think that your backpack has worn out.
8) You forgot to queue and cram up to this year's travel fair!
Oh, yes I do.
Monday, February 14, 2005
Yang laut, yang darat
Dia tanya aku lagi. Soalan yang sama, bentuk yang berbeza. Aku tak jawab macam biasa. Atau jawapan aku akan tetap sama.
__________
Dia tanya aku, bila aku mungkin ditukar ke sana. Jawatan itu masih kosong. Boss di sana berkali-kali bertanya pasal aku. Tugas yang banyak sedang menunggu. Boss aku jugak berkali-kali melarang aku ke sana. Big Boss pun bagi larangan yang sama. Surat yang dihantar takkan dilayan! Kalau kau betul-betul tanya aku, aku mahu di sini atau di sana, aku sendiri tak tahu.
Aku boleh tulis surat lagi. Aku boleh bercakap dengan Boss dan Big Boss. Aku boleh buat apa-apa yang kau suruh. Tapi aku sendiri tak tahu. Aku di sini boleh, di sana pun boleh. Passion aku pada Chemistry belum habis, jodoh kami sungguh lama. Aku sendiri tak tahu!
__________
Dia yang lain tanya aku, malam ni aku free tak? Kau tanya lagi, walhal kau tahu jadual malam Isnin aku. Mula dari kau kata keluar makan, kau tukar kepada jalan-jalan, kemudian lagi kau tukar jadi dating dan terakhir sekali, hari ini jadi teman Valentine.
Tapi ada satu benda masih takkan berubah, status kau dan aku. Jauhkan teori enggang-pipit itu. Aku sudah beritahu, kau boleh cari aku lagi lepas kau graduate dari sini, lepas aku tak bertanggung-jawab atas markah dan kelas kau. Aku sangat pasti dengan polisi kau dan aku. Kalau polisi itu tak terlibat sekalipun, mungkin aku masih tak mahu. Jangan tanya aku lagi. Aku jadi serba salah.
__________
Soalan-soalan berulang buat aku jemu. Aku pejam mata sebelah dan buat-buat tak tahu. Dan ketika aku menaip, ada lagu tema didendang dalam otak subconcious aku.. "yang darat balik ke darat, yang laut balik ke laut"
__________
Dia tanya aku, bila aku mungkin ditukar ke sana. Jawatan itu masih kosong. Boss di sana berkali-kali bertanya pasal aku. Tugas yang banyak sedang menunggu. Boss aku jugak berkali-kali melarang aku ke sana. Big Boss pun bagi larangan yang sama. Surat yang dihantar takkan dilayan! Kalau kau betul-betul tanya aku, aku mahu di sini atau di sana, aku sendiri tak tahu.
Aku boleh tulis surat lagi. Aku boleh bercakap dengan Boss dan Big Boss. Aku boleh buat apa-apa yang kau suruh. Tapi aku sendiri tak tahu. Aku di sini boleh, di sana pun boleh. Passion aku pada Chemistry belum habis, jodoh kami sungguh lama. Aku sendiri tak tahu!
__________
Dia yang lain tanya aku, malam ni aku free tak? Kau tanya lagi, walhal kau tahu jadual malam Isnin aku. Mula dari kau kata keluar makan, kau tukar kepada jalan-jalan, kemudian lagi kau tukar jadi dating dan terakhir sekali, hari ini jadi teman Valentine.
Tapi ada satu benda masih takkan berubah, status kau dan aku. Jauhkan teori enggang-pipit itu. Aku sudah beritahu, kau boleh cari aku lagi lepas kau graduate dari sini, lepas aku tak bertanggung-jawab atas markah dan kelas kau. Aku sangat pasti dengan polisi kau dan aku. Kalau polisi itu tak terlibat sekalipun, mungkin aku masih tak mahu. Jangan tanya aku lagi. Aku jadi serba salah.
__________
Soalan-soalan berulang buat aku jemu. Aku pejam mata sebelah dan buat-buat tak tahu. Dan ketika aku menaip, ada lagu tema didendang dalam otak subconcious aku.. "yang darat balik ke darat, yang laut balik ke laut"
Monday, February 07, 2005
Of a course and DR
Got loads of ideas on what to blog but somehow it seems that i got no time to type it down. For so much things had happened, and too much more were forgotten.
Anyway, i went to the Company's obligatory course last weekend, attended by the dean, head of departments and most of the anchors. I was nothing really, but my boss said it was good for my credential and for the naik gaji thingy. It was a small resort that got two huge ponds, and it seem very new and beautiful. I went straight into the room of 4 participants, where we can oversaw the ponds. Only that the water was brownish cloudy, but it was nice nevertheless!
In the course, we were given several tasks, and anyone who did bad will be eliminated. I was overjoyed in the first task, and that i did very well. The next day FSh was voted out. There were 3 of us left. When the physical task came, FSj and MA made such excuses and i done all swimming, climbing, crawling and rafting works by myself. I did well too. The very next day, MA was voted out. Opsiess.. ok, this whole paragraph was nonsense. Nobody was eliminated, but i wish if such course is to be happen, i want to be the first. I hate courses!
The only thing that i enjoy most was new found friendship i made with one really (i mean REALLY) big guy of the Company, that he then turn to an ordinary guy with very basic conversation. We talked about soccer, car, marriage, about me and him. And when it came to byes, i said that he will never be the guy i met here again. He then, sent me a note of many advices, macam wasiat. I am touched. This is what a friend for. I wish him all the best. Hoping our lives fill of great things. Goodbye DR, brace yourself for the future and beyond.
Anyway, i went to the Company's obligatory course last weekend, attended by the dean, head of departments and most of the anchors. I was nothing really, but my boss said it was good for my credential and for the naik gaji thingy. It was a small resort that got two huge ponds, and it seem very new and beautiful. I went straight into the room of 4 participants, where we can oversaw the ponds. Only that the water was brownish cloudy, but it was nice nevertheless!
In the course, we were given several tasks, and anyone who did bad will be eliminated. I was overjoyed in the first task, and that i did very well. The next day FSh was voted out. There were 3 of us left. When the physical task came, FSj and MA made such excuses and i done all swimming, climbing, crawling and rafting works by myself. I did well too. The very next day, MA was voted out. Opsiess.. ok, this whole paragraph was nonsense. Nobody was eliminated, but i wish if such course is to be happen, i want to be the first. I hate courses!
The only thing that i enjoy most was new found friendship i made with one really (i mean REALLY) big guy of the Company, that he then turn to an ordinary guy with very basic conversation. We talked about soccer, car, marriage, about me and him. And when it came to byes, i said that he will never be the guy i met here again. He then, sent me a note of many advices, macam wasiat. I am touched. This is what a friend for. I wish him all the best. Hoping our lives fill of great things. Goodbye DR, brace yourself for the future and beyond.
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