Here's some thoughts and stuffs i've learnt this week:
1) If i donno what to do, DONT DO ANYTHING. Step back and relax. Let time decide what will happen next.
2) If i regret of doing something, CRY HARD! It is the best cure of all time.
3) There is still at least ONE PERSON who wants to see me smile.
4) If my father says "come home", DO COME HOME. Or i'll lost / miss place another RM400 of my newly withdraw cash when i stomp out of the bank, pissing of my dad who cant stop pestering me to come home (darn, still cant find it!)
5) Ramadhan is near. GET READY and try to be a good muslim. Repent of all sins.
6) Dont ever forget SUFFIAN'S BIRTHDAY. Driving at 7:30am on Sunday morning to meet him without handling him his becoming birthday present is so stupid.
7) It's October again and "LET ME FALL" (by Bethany Joy Lenz)
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from...?
Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...
I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me...
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from..