Monday, April 18, 2005

It finally came, i think

Over all my weekend was fine!

Except for the severe pain on my back. On the left rib to be exact. I woke up somewhere around 6 a.m. and the first thing i asked myself when i became concious was why i cant move my torso. And moving seemed too hard. Back pain, muscle spasms. Not that it have come and gotten if i had remember. Not the night before. Not the other day. So, i assumed that it occurs due to my bad sleeping posture, i think. It really hurt that i let my baby sister done all the house work. Kesian Mala.

I did have one interesting superstitious fact on this. I have once offered SA to reassign his back pain to me. So I was sitting there, silently on the red couch, acutely playing a game i 'installed' weeks ago, and making 'good' progress too. I am ok with that.

My bloggie is 1 year now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Monday, April 11, 2005

Uncursed



When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes

~First Date~

Exaggerating rite? I know, but i like exaggerating it. REALLY! ;)

Friday, April 08, 2005

Missed me?

"Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita akan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba
Tanyakan kembali rasa yang kutinggal mati.."


Aku tak tahu sama ada Malaysian Idol, Akademi Fantasia atau Audition. Jiran seberang blok, betul-betul bertentangan tingkap bilik aku akan mula menyanyi melalak-lalak setiap senja. Semalam dia nyanyi lagu "jantan terhangat di pasaran" macam kelmarin dan hari-hari sebelumnya. Ada satu hari yang mulia tu, dia melalak lagi bersama mercun warna-warni pukul 2 pagi. 2 pagi, masa aku tengah dibuai mimpi!

Kalau aku kata aku rindukan engkau, engkau percaya tak?

Jiran depan rumah pulak asyik menyanyi lagu Hindi. Kejap-kejap "kuch kuch hota hai" kejap-kejap "ladja ladja". Mungkin nak join DJ Dave buat album Hindi. Aku rasa kalau dapat aku intai mesti boleh nampak jiran depan rumah menari berguling-guling tukar-tukar baju 5-6 kali.

Kalau aku kata aku rindukan engkau, engkau percaya tak?

Jiran sebelah rumah resistant. Senyap sunyi macam rumah tinggal. Rumah senyap sunyi sangat pun buat aku rasa nak mengintai. Tak ada orang ke? Cuma sekali-sekala terdengar jiran sebelah rumah menjerit "goal!!" sama aku pukul 4 pagi. Mamat WHQ Perdana putih tu ada lagi tak Ezan?

Kalau aku kata aku rindukan engkau, engkau percaya tak?

Aku sudah tak lama lagi bersama jiran-jiran kiri, kanan, depan rumah aku. Nanti kalau aku sudah pindah, aku cuma boleh dengar cengkerik, ayam dan lembu menyanyi. Atau mungkin aku pulak yang akan menyanyi menari macam orang kena epilepsi. Esok aku nak cari rumah baru. Di Batang Berjuntai. Pernah dengar tak?

Kalau aku kata aku rindukan engkau, engkau percaya tak?