When paper meets pencil

I was drawing again. It was the picture of a lost guy in his journey and his determination to be back whence he came all by his ownself. I did my best, but could not finish it. I always wanted to draw a picture of such beauty, which help me feeling the wonder of daily life, for it speaks in colours, curves and lines. A picture that carry the colour of life that reaches into my heart. Oh, forget about it. Jangan kutuk tau!

Haiku hari Selasa

Ketaidenwa oto
Yume meiki
Aishite imasu

Telefon berbunyi
Mengingat mimpi
Saya sayang kamu

Telephone rang
Remember the dreams
I love you

A haiku is Japanese peotic form, that contain seventeen syllables arranged in five,seven and five syllables respectively in three rows. And my Malay version haiku have 20 syllables, with eight, five and seven syllables for each rows. It's mine!

Inertia

The tendency of matter to remain at rest if at rest or to remain in motion in a straight line if in motion, unless pushed or pulled by an unbalanced force. [Newton's First Law]

For some reasons, trying hard to fix things isn't enough. I'm so tired and sick of sticking around even after direct and indirect signals, that i am not good at this. Maybe its the sheer inertia that stopping me to go further. Maybe its the geek thing in me that reluctant to change my routine and have a fresh new look. Maybe theres no force to keep my feet off the ground. Maybe i'm too scared. And maybe its because of YOU.

Doubutsu

Hari ini while having lunch ada seorang student duduk depan aku dengan baju hitam bertulisan hiragana. Aku cuma cam tiga suku kata, do u _ shi. Aku tulis dalam buku nota kecil satu lagi suku kata yang aku kurang cam. Sekarang aku dah tahu. Satu lagi suku kata itu 'bu' dan suku kata akhir itu rupanya 'tsu'. Jadi perkataan itu rupanya 'doubutsu' kata melayunya haiwan. Oh, satu kronologi menarik - seORANG student memakai baju DOUBUTSU dengan tulisan besar.

Jadi kalau dia boleh interpretasikan sesuatu dengan tulisan hiragana pada baju, jadi kalau aku, aku akan pilih tulisan yang begini pada baju :"Aku tak mahu pergi mesyuarat petang ini sebab aku malas dan aku sakit perut" Boleh begitu? Dan Harimu san sahaja yang akan faham. Matta arimashou!

What gives?

Here's what we got in Budget 2005.

121. [bla.. bla.. bla..] Untuk menjadikan profesion kedoktoran awam lebih remuneratif, Kerajaan akan melaksanakan kaedah rawatan swasta di hospital awam terpilih bermula dengan Hospital Putrajaya dan Selayang.

And here's what we got in the Minister's speech.

9. [bla.. bla.. bla..] ..beberapa kelemahan yang sering diperkatakan oleh rakyat. Isu yang menjadi buah mulut kini tidak melainkan long waiting time. Antara lainnya, diharapkan pengagihan sumber yang seimbang akan mengurangkan waiting time dan sudah pasti tindakan ini dapat memberi kepuasan kepada rakyat selaku pelanggan Kementerian.

I think it's funny to give the bees another comb. Dan kau tahu tak betapa susahnya aku terpaksa mencari baju batik tu?

Sleepless in SA

At night, as light fades, cells in the retina of the eye send a signal to a cluster of nerve cells located in the hypothalamus, in the center of the brain. These cells in turn send a message to the pineal gland in the brain to produce the hormone melatonin, which causes a drop in body temperature and sleepiness. At the same time, another cluster of nerve cells in the brain is believed to deactivate three major chemical messengers in the body, that keep us alert: histamine, norephinephrine, and serotonin.

Ok, so if insomnia occurs, there's something wrong.
1) It is not night.
2) You did'nt switch off the light.
3) Retina send a wrong signal, she's myopic.
4) Hypothalamus have move out from Central Brain.
5) Pineal Gland was broke, he cant produce anything.
6) Cluster deactivate caffeine and PEA.
7) You keep thinking what have gone wrong.